the only topic i haven't changed to some bitchy title

anywhoooooooooooo
just feeling shitty as usual and felt the need to rant about things that are bothering me

i've been wanting to go to the movies but can't due to time restraints
it gets too hot in my room at night
and i feel like an utter disgrace to the face of the planet and i can't do anything besides sit on my worthless ass and whine about my problems
i haven't been motivated to do shit and my friends keep telling me to get a tablet
which i've been trying to due but can't because i have pretty much no money
and i have no talent at all besides being a lazy fuck

okay done whining
have fun with your wasted time and efforts to try and help me n_________n

WHOOHOO 69th POST
TOO BAD IT DOESN'T MEAN SHIT

EDIT: also
for those of you who weren't around when i explained it
this thread: https://tornworld.forumotion.com/the-quiet-place-f9/please-ignore-my-constant-incessant-whining-t175.htm
aka "please ignore my constant incessant whining #2" is because my cat woke me up so i got up and smacked him about 3-5 times with a blanket
he was on the floor, cowering
and i felt bad about what i did
so i sat down and wanted to see if he'd walk over to me
guess i was stupid for thinking that
but i wouldn't forgive myself either
and i still don't
so i went to my room and cried my eyes out

MYSTERY SOLVED :D

Niiiiiiiick. :c
I dunno what to say to help you but...we are here for you. D:
And you do have talent, stop saying you don't. You're awesome at danmakufu (the only one here that can actually do stuff on it, and it's good too) and you're a great friend. :c

I've noticed that people have been trying to cheer you up. At the risk of sounding rude, you need to stop ignoring them. These are the people that really care about you. Complaining constantly about your problems will not help you or them. I'm not saying you shouldn't tell your friends about your problems, but what I AM saying is that you need to do something to help yourself, not just complain.

that's the one problem that irritates me the most, actually.
but there's just no satisfying me. :|
no matter how much you try to help me, i always end up in the same fucking place.
maybe i should just save everyone the trouble and stay out of their lives.

UPDATE

APPARENTLY
I'M CONTAGIOUS
I'M DRIVING EVERYONE I CARE ABOUT TO DEPRESSION
AND APPARENTLY
IT DOESN'T MATTER WORTH SHIT TO ME
SUICIDE SOUNDS PRETTY DAMN GOOD
AND NOW I WISH THAT STUPID SHIT SOME PEOPLE CALL CREEPYPASTA WAS REAL SO I COULD GET IT OVER WITH AND NOT EVEN KNOW IT
I COULD FINALLY GO TO SLEEP AND NEVER WAKE UP
JUST LIKE I KEPT SAYING I WOULD AD A TEN YEAR OLD n_________n
ONLY THIS TIME
MOMMY AND DADDY WOULDN'T BE THERE TO WAKE ME UP
EVERYONE I USED TO KNOW WOULD BE CRUSHED
AND IT'D BE ALL MY FAULT
I'D GO DOWN AS THE BIGGEST DISAPPOINTMENT IN THEIR LIVES
PERFECT WAY TO DIE, RIGHT?

EDIT

so apparently
my only active skype convo is involved in a giant chatplay
and you're supposed to have powers from your favorite series
naturally, i choose touhou :B
but apparently
when i fly
it's considered godmodding
but being able to kill people and cut off limbs willy nilly isn't
and this is all in my direction
so i'm just some little ragdoll for them to play with
and personally
i fucking hate every one of them right now :|