yup so here it goes
everything i do is a piece of shit
considering i can't do anything right, i'm amazed people still think i have talent
i'm always achy, and as i'm typing this, my wrist, toe, stomach and back are all sore from stupid shit i've been doing
i always seem to disappoint everyone, no matter what it is
and i just feel like i should die
but everyone says "NO YOU'RE A GOOD PERSON YOU'RE AWESOME YOU HAVE LOTS OF TALENT"
which i've found hard to believe lately
even if i DID have talent, what talent would i have that nobody else didn't already?
the only thing i can think of is being a lazy bitch, and even so, some people are WAY better at doing that.
so honestly, i don't see what would be lost by me dying.
i'm sure all of you guys have dozens of other friends, and i'm certain that they're all WAY better than me.
i'm slowly losing faith in myself, and i can't keep this up much longer...